Sunday, August 14, 2005

yawns..just the 3rd week into sch n there's already lots of things to be done! Readings to finish reading..projects n assignments to do..meetings to go to...arghh!!! and not hving the internet as n when i want is so inconvenient..got to do lots of research n stuff..haiz..wat to do..still hafta wait patiently for my laptop to come.....

anyway..God just did something amazing again!!! He showed me that He really is the all knowing God..that i can hide nothing from him..but it doesn't matter that i tried to hide that..He still love me n want to give me all that will make me happy...
on thurs there was actually bball trial at 630pm..initially i planned to skip BS to go for trial with mag, j.lee,usha n connie cos i wanna play bball again..but at that point of time..i dun hv this peace inside me..then as i was talking to mag abt whether i shld go BS or bball, she told me:"if you dun go for trial, you'll regret it." i was really tempted to forego BS but then i just keep feeling that i shouldn't..i know that God dun love me just bcos i go BS..but i felt that: "hey! why am i giving up e chance to know God more for bball which i can still play for hall n leisure..hmm...but will i really regret it?cos bball have became part of my life too.." :(
being the usual indecisive us..we stayed back in sch till like 5pm before mag decided for me, j.lee n herself that we're not gg..haha..when i heard mag said that..a flow of peace actually came onto me..i dun how to describe but i actually felt glad...so happily i went to bathe then headed to suntec with j.lee who's gg to her church too....
then during service..mag msged me to tell me tat e bball trial is being postpone to this coming tues..PRAISE GOD! Knowing that i had chose Him(the true LOVE) above e love i have in this earth(bball), He actually made it so tat i dun hv to give up bball too..i went to know Him more..N He "rewarded" me for that...He let me make my choice n I CHOSE HIM!!!

it'S nOt
ChRiSt, tHe hOpE oF gLoRy
bUT
ChRiSt iN mE, tHe hOpe oF gLoRy

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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