Friday, April 21, 2006

Finding Neverland

Was watching "Finding Neverland"..
haha..shows how much i studied for 106 huh.. :p
anyway..there was this part between the 2 leads
(johnny depp & kate winslet)
kate winslet was talking to johnny depp:

You pretended for some time now that
you are part of this family, haven’t we?
You’ve come to mean so much to us all that now...
it doesn’t matter if it’s true.
And even if it isn’t true, even if that can never be,
I need to go on pretending, until the end, with you.

thot it sounds really good..though it's sad..
haha..it just speaks to me..dun ask me why..it just did..
i duno..but it was the most memorable part of the show to me..
haha..i'm just unique..(weird in a nice way.. :p)
hmm...maybe because i love to pretend?
i'm a deep thinker..not that i have those cheem thoughts about stuff..
but thoughts about life..and what i'm doing..
about the people around me...
haha..Hui Lin told me last thurs:
Jo, i can see that you're a person who thinks a lot right?
well..ya! haha...am i that obvious?
anyway..sometimes i'll just stare into space wondering about stuffs..
especially about the people around me..
i'll start thinking what if this happen..or what if that happen..
what will i be doing?
what will you be doing?
hhaa...i duno what i'm talking about..
but ya..i love to think..
and maybe daydream.. :)

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CS103 - the paper sucks!
think it's going to be the worst paper that i can ever take..
hopefully those in the years after will be better..
but i'm going to trust God for a good grade in the paper
cos i've already covered it in His blood..
shan't talk abt it further cos it'll just make me more sad..

CS 105 - ok lor..
it was amazing how God will put ppl ard you to encourage you..
went into the exam hall feeling really down cos i couldn't remember the 1001 definitions for comm research..put down my stuff n went toilet 1st...
then when i reach back my seat..found out that Camellia is just sitting next to me!
it's something that've never happened!
having took so many modules together..it's the 1st time i see her in exam hall!
was really thinking: God, thank you..
i can't explain why...but it's really different to see God's anointed ppl..
cos they'll tell you things like "grace grace" instead of ppl who'll tell you "how ar? die la.."
felt really good about doing the paper there n then..
but the paper..haiz..it's very application based..
1st question..i really duon what i was writing..
the rest of it was ok..think my ideas are roughly there..
Thank you Lord that my answers will find favour in the marker's eyes!
anyway..my budget was $7050 i think..
anyone else hv similar answers for Q5?

Cs108 - ok paper...
haha..it's a relax paper cos it's only 30%..
but hey! i finished reading the textbook k?
(except the part on our health cos it's not coming out for the paper)
trusting God that i'll do well in it..
thou i forgot the actual definition of DRM..
and just wrote a rough gauge for him..hee..
but anyway..i was watching "Friends" with yuanzhen the day before..
who can take exams and still be relax as us?

honestly..God is just so wonderful to His saints..
having studied with the ntu cg ppl is really a wonderful experience..
there's always ppl ard to encourage you..
ppl reminding you of God's love for you..
ppl sharing God's word with you..
and God's presence is really there..
and when i look ard..it's really amazing how we can laugh
and have so much fun while other ppl are mugging so hard...
every breakfast/lunch/dinner that i eat with these people of God..
i'm very much refreshed and feels more awake..
and even if i'm interrupted when i'm studying..
(by agnes mostly..but it's ok dear...)
they are ppl who will share the word with me..
and their testimonies with me...
letting me know how awesome our Daddy God is!

here..i would really like to thank my wonderful brothers n sisters...
Louis..Yiwei..Alvin..Tim Ang..Timo...
Yuanzhen..Agnes..

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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