Thursday, November 16, 2006

Jesus, You have conquered 201 for me on the cross 2000 yrs ago..
i shall just let go and rest in You..
let Your peace fill me, that i'll stop thinking about it...

i've never been so stress in my life before i think..
not even before O or A levels...
201 - Communication History and Theories
it's a killer...
so many ppl to study..so many theories to memorise...
and the worst part..i dun see the link between them..
haiz.............................................................

because of it..think i was an extremely grouchy person...
i duno why...i just snapped at my parents n my grandma on monday...
after coming back from studying w mag..
and meeting with e cluster ambs & coach lynne..
i wanted to print something..
then realised that even with the new black ink cartridge..
i cannot print cos e other colors are out..
was so irritated by the printer..
so i just kept complaining n complaining...
i also duno why...
when my parents n grandma offered to give me $$$ to buy..
i just snapped at them and said dun need...
why? cos i know they dun hv much too...
but i cannot help but snap at them..

arrggghh!!!! was so angry with myself..
so angry..i cried...
cried at myself for being irritating...
cried while asking God why He din stop me..
cried & yet complain to others that i'm being irritating..
cried while complaining to Him...

but i thank You Lord...
for having yuanzhen to remind me that there is no more condemnation..
that God dun see my bad n rude behaviour...
He sees Christ...
Christ, my perfect Jesus :)

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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