[me]
# jOaNnA
# 24+ yrs old
# GoD's beLoVeD
# 22021986
# cps>cgss>vjc>ntu(cs) - ebm

[Loves]
_ Jesus _
_ Basketball _
_ Cycling _
_ Singing _
_ Watching TV _
_ Kpop - SNSD/4minute _

[my wishlist]
:: SNSD Concert DVD ::
:: All things SNSD related ::
:: Macbook Pro/iMac ::
:: digital camera ::
:: new crumpler ::
:: all max lucado's books ::
:: new watch ::
:: SM Town / Kpop Night ::

[max lucado books i own]
1. Next Door Savior
2. It's Not About Me
3. On The Anvil
4. He Did It Just For You
5. Travelling Light
6. Cure for the Common Life
7. An Angel's Story
8. A Love Worth Giving
9. Cast of Characters
10. Fearless

[L.I.N.K.S]
:: 4 NoiSy N ::
:: XiaNg ::
:: mAgDaLeNe ::
:: vJc bBaLL ::
:: cyNtHia ::
:: sUe aNn ::
:: beAtRiCe ::
:: eE biNg ::
:: zaHiDaH ::
:: miC kOh ::
:: eLaiNe ::
:: jAsMiN ::
:: gEoK sHaN ::
:: cAmeLLiA ::
:: aVeLiNe ::
:: xUe LiN ::

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

I"M SUPER BORED!!!

haha..i'm at wk at e office now..but i din do much..hee..was reading ppl's blog...or rather..reading xiang's blog..(Xiang: i hv no comments on ur view on christianity cos i can nv argue my way out with u..haha..but jus dun be too overly critical on stuffs k?)

anyway if anyone reads her blog..u'll agree with me that it's quite horrible rite? i'm not referring to her writings..but stuffs that actually might or is already existing in this world..personally..i dun think it's gross..think it's an interesting read..& it might actually happen to me!!!

it's frustrating sometimes (or rather most of e time) when u actually do stuffs for ppl but there was no acknowledgement..i'm not saying that there must definitely be a return when u do something for others..but there's shld always be a "thank you" to appreciate wat ppl is doing for u..right? like when u give someone a treat..u dun expect e person to treat u back..why? cos u wanted to give e treat..FOR NO REASON!!!

i dun get it why some ppl only give presents when there's a occasion or birthday..giving is something from e heart..not a kind of "expected" action..when u wanna give someone something..jus give! there's no need to wait for e "right occasion"...

also..if someone gives u a treat..& say e bill was $85.25...e person took out $85 and was searching for $0.25...DUN try & act smart & say: i got $0.25..let me pay..
HELLO!!! if e person can treat u to $85..i'm pretty sure he/she can pay e $0.25 as well..
it's jus not a way of appreciating wat e person is doing..GET IT?

ok..i know that u're all thinking..wat's joanna talking abt?it's courtesy..but let me tell u..it isn't..
thou i'll act lidat myself sometimes..but i'm learning...so if i say i'm treating u..grab e chance! ;p

haiz..i'm super bored..been keying in data for e past hours...so sian...i dun like this job!!!
but it allows me to surf net secretly...haha...gg to go hm later to zzzzzzzzzz.....
actually i wanted to go ikea..saw that they're hving sale in e newspaper..so wanna go look look..think i'll decide when i step out of office later...

anyway yesterday was so bored in e bookshop..wking alone..nobody to talk to but God n myself..
thank God for mag who came to visit me...for 2mins...haha..but i'm not complaining! at least she bothered to come find me..not like ting n mayling!! (if u're reading this..i'm still complaining!!) they went to watch movie at shaw tower..but after that they went bugis n forgot that they wanted to visit me..zhen si de! but nvm la..if i din call ting when she msg e vj ballers..i wouldn't hv known...haha....at least she stayed on e phone talking to me for abt an hr..but we din talk much..was jus complaining to her...hee....

honestly..i can't talk on e phone much..i dun like talking on e phone..i rather write...think e only ppl i can talk long on e phone are peishan n mag...THANKS DEARS!!!

ok..i better stop blogging & do my wk..i still wanna go home!! haha.......

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beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |5:26 AM|

Friday, March 25, 2005

took the day off today to apply for uni...in the end i still took a super long time to apply cos i couldn't make up my mind...but i applied for all 3 uni la..at least one of it wil accept me right? anyway this morn wake up then when to POSB to change my bankbook..the stupid updating bankbook machine at blk 60 always make ppl's book spoilt...now change le book i'm not gg to go there & update again..waste my time updating there......

then after that i went town..ALONE!!! how pathetic right? but i was jus thinking of walking ard b4 gg to e internet "cafe" at le meridien shopping centre to surf net..wanted to look at bags but none of it attracts my attention...so sad rite? walk e whole orchard n i still dun see a bag that i like..haiz......went to eat mos burger..yeah..ate e kakiage seafood rice burger+ice milk tea+fries... yummy! haha..wanted to drink minestrone soup also but i cant finish that much so nv buy... :( my fav soup...

anyway..now i'm at e internet "cafe"--it's not exactly a cafe so it's in inverted commas...
writing my blog..checking my mails..applying for uni..reading ppl's blogs..& msn-ing... haha..so fun..dun need to wk..yeah!

oh no..i jus accidentally close e NUS application window..now hv to start all over again...

ok..i finish le..finally!!! shall get out of here soon...if not gg to be super broke!! hahaa....

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beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |8:23 AM|

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Copied this from mer air's blog..Hee..Din ask her..but nvm la..good things r meant to be shared..right? ;p

this song by Redwan Ali is from the show "You Are The One" aka "1/2 yuen fen". It's super duper nice & really touching.. But i cant find the lyric for this song and WOW! mer air's blog got! hee..finally found the lyrics, courtesy of Kelly(whoever that is), according to mer air....

You make me feel brand new

I am but a foolish man with
only love in his heart
The rain may come, the sun may set,
but I'll never let you go
All I need is your love, to hear
you say that I am your man
So tell me now and show me how
I could be your better man

*And I'll surrender everything just to be with you
There is no one in the world like you You make me real
*And I'll cross every ocean just to be with you
Baby you're my dream and you're my soul
You make me real

副歌:
Just like a flame
You're burning in my soul
You wake me from the cold
You make me real

And like a flame
You brighten up my world
Every corner bears a print of you
You really make me feel brand new

Like a flame
You glow within my heart forever more
You make me feel brand new
(重复 *, 紧接 '副歌'部分)

Hmm..gg to get off wk le..gg off wk to go to wk..haha..Thank God the later job is the bookshop job which is more enjoyable.. ;p
Come to think of it..if i quit this admin job..i cant use computer le...how?!?!

I WANT A COMPUTER OF MY OWN AT HOME!!!!!!!!!!!

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beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |9:55 AM|

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Campus service on sat was awesome! sermon by deacon chin wah was on decision..how great and all-knowing is God man! just at the perfect time when i couldnt make up my mind on numerous things..God gave deacon chin wah the "foolish" preaching of making decisions that's 100% guaranted in God's grace + love!

3 GRACE-based ways to test that decision u're gg to make...

1) LOVE... think abt that decision. If God loves me, he will not let my loved ones/ppl ard me to be miserable. so the decision shld not only makes me feel loved, it mustn't harm anyone too...

2) JOY... making that decision. Do i feel joy? Do the ppl ard me feel joy and wanna celebrate me making that decision? not everyone will like that decision..but if it's only few that objects..it might not be God wanting u to give up that decision..

3) PEACE..in your decision, there must be peace abt it. Remember: God always speak on a wavelength of peace.

P--is it provisional? ask yourself..did God open that door for u? or did u force it open urself? did God provide for u or u provide for yourself?
E--is this decision wat your enemy love to do?
A--does it conflict with the authority of God's word? does your spiritual being agrees with the decision?
C--the decision you hear from God will only lead to confidence rising up..it's not a fleshy confidence..it's something that's not there intially.
E--is there an ease abt that decision? or do u feel uneasy abt it?

Test your decision..but dun focus on it. Focus on God. Talk to Him..Talk to Abba..Talk to Daddy..
He'll guide you..(Isaiah 58:11)

i couldn't decide whether i wanna quit this admin job....i can't decide wat i wanna study...How?! My results not very good lei..A for maths..B for chem & physics..C5 for GP...(but at least i passed.. ;p) i duno wat i wanna do...i hate being not able to make up my mind!

Lord, pls guide me and allow me to make the decision that you've planned for me. Let me hv love, joy & peace in the decision and ppl ard me r happy for me..
Amen.

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beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |9:48 AM|