Wednesday, October 26, 2005

yeah..finally finished all my projects and assignments! left exams to handle..

spent e last week rushing my 101 summary assignment and 111 report..101 was ok..just sort of copy and paste..haha..but 111 was horrible! spent so many nights doing it..arrgghh!!! but thank God it's over! haha..40 page report..we had 51 pages..hope she will finish reading all..hee...

exams in less than 2 weeks time..n i haven study! oh no! must start le..if not..........

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

Happy 4N Day!!! haha..to all 4 Noisy N ppl..really miss all of you..hope to see you all soon..still remember our pizza hut outing back in 2002? happy times!!! must hv more of that ya?

anyway..Got this song from mehmeh..realy really nice..
reminds me of jj's song: 会有那么一天..
equally sweet n super nice song..

Love Me
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.
He said, “Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I’ll be.
But I’m not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again, I’ll be loving you.
Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I’d never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I’ll be.
But I’m not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again, I’ll be loving you.
Love, me.

Between now and then, till I see you again, I’ll be loving you.
Love, me.

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

just finish reading Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince..DUN like e ending!!! hahaa..guess i'm still a girl who wishes to see happy ending?

dun like Dumbledore dying..dun like e death eaters getting away..dun like SNAPE!! hmm..wonder if should really think snape is bad..maybe there will be a twist in e next book? but he KILLED Dumbledore..how horrible!! but then kept thinking that bcos Dumbledore is so smart..maybe Snape IS innocent? i mean Dumbledore trusted him THAT much..

hmm..dun like this book all that much..haha..maybe bcos it has a unhappy ending? but think maybe bcos i grew up? or that i dun believe such stuff anymore? it's ok for entertainment..but then after entering into CS..i realise that there's more "real" stuff ard..like press freedom, or racial n religious issues..also..i know that there is more impt stuff in this world like God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, my family n friends....

Wisdom is not accumulation of knowledge.
Having lots of knowledge is just knowledgeable.
It does not make you wise.
Wisdom comes from God.

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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finally presented my CS111 today..but it wasn't good!! to me anyway..presentation itself was ok..but then e Q&A is gone case..was asked lots n lots of questions!! arrgh!!! think our answers were very superficial too..haha..this is e result of last minute work.. :(

but who cares!! IT'S OVER!!! i just kept repeating that unintentionally..was just so happy that it's over..but now had to rush out e report..wonder how are we going to do that!?! haiz.........

anyway..here is 2 of my grp mates: yuan hong n liting..(& me la..) they've become my closest frens in CS..& i thank God for them!!


anyway..gotta write my 107 tv script out..i hate writing! why is there basic media writing? i would be so happy without it! haiz..no matter wat..i still hv to write..so..STOP COMPLAINING!! GO WRITE!!!

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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Friday, October 14, 2005

finally can upoad a photo of my table in hall..hee..my fren came to do project..then hv camera with her..so uploaded into my com!! so happy!! haha..it's not very very neat la..but well..it's MY table!!

incase you're wondering who's that on my laptop screen..that's 官恩娜 Ella Koon, a hk actress who acted in 酒店风云 aka Revolving Doors of Vengeance as 开心 Happy..think she's very pretty!!
anyway..i'm supposed to finish up my ppt slides..shall write next time..

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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Monday, October 10, 2005

Thank you, Lord, for everything!!

Thank you, Lord, for my family..
Thank you daddy, for always letting me know you love us in ur small little ways even though we always grumble abt ur other ways..
Thank you mummy, for always busy working so that we need not worry abt bills & stuff even when you feel unwell..
Thank you mer air, for always treating me to sakae & letting me know you care even when you have to pay ur own sch fees..
Thank you berber, for giving me allowance every month & spending less on urself so that others in e family are satisfied..
Thank you granny, for cooking n washing n cleaning n doing everything just so that we can relax & enjoy even when ur leg hurts & nv complaining abt serving us..
Thank you 姑姐, for always treating me as if i am ur own, treating me to meals that you know i cant afford, & always caring for e 3 of us since young..
Thank you biaojie, for guiding me n treating me like a younger sis, both at hm, outside or at wk & all e happy n enjoyable times together, whether exercising or tvb-ing..
Thank you 叔叔, for doting on me when i was young, & still cares for us even as ur son is growing up..
Thank you 婶婶, for caring for us, even though you dun say out loud, but i hear it in ur heart..
Thank you jeremy, for bringing so much fun & laughter in our lives, & continue being e child that we'll all love & dote on..
Thank you to all my relatives, esp my mother's side, for being there when we needed it, yet nv looking down on us & continue to dote on me & my sisters..

Thank you, Lord, for my friends..

Thank you nengneng, for being like family to me, for being e best neighbour i could ever have, for being e fren that let me be myself, for always being there for us, for all e fun we had, at ur hse(old or new)/my hse/everywhere that we go together!!!

Thank you pri sch frens..for e innocent times where we enjoy all sorts of games with no worry in our minds..
Thank you jiahui, jiayan & binlee..for being my best friends in P5/6..esp jiayan..for treating me as buddies till today..
Thank you ian, for always sending me home if we go out together..& e bus ride chats in sec sch..
Thank you fanny, for being funny & bring happiness in my life..
Thank you peggy, for those inside jokes we know that e rest do not..

Thank you sec sch frens..for my happiest sch days memories..where no worries can be found..
Thank you to all my sec 1 n 2's classmates..though i'm not listing u guys, u all played a role in what i've become..
Thank you 4 Noisy N..for my most fun times in Cedar..where 3N/4N is e most happenning..& thanks for tolerating all e crappiness from this assistant monitress..
Thank you peishan, for being e fren that i now cannot live without..for being one who i can comfort n be comforted by..
Thank you doreen & stephanie, for being my classmates for 4yrs..& tolerating with my nonsense..
Thank you to those who always stay in during recess for e fun singing christian songs, or gossiping abt teachers..

Thank you jc frens..for putting up with me not being much with e class & putting up with my laziness..
Thank you jane, that we've become closer frens from when we were in cedar..& still is now in uni..
Thank you cynthia, for always so patiently teaching me, or if not, lending me ur wk so that i will not be scolded..
Thank you isa, for always making me laugh..& accompanying me in doing all e wk for mr foo..
Thank you huiyi, for e meaningful chats on bus rides to n from sch..n being e most logical person in class besides me..haha..
Thank you sunxu, for making me laugh also..& all ur drawings of pigs to entertain me..
Thank you shuyuan, for being my roommate in uni, & taking care of me while i take care of u too..
Thank you sue ann, for sharing my faith, & fellowship together during classes or breaks..
Thank you to e guys, for treating me as a fren, & know that i'm more logical than e rest of e girls..haha..
special thanks to yanwei..for being e entertainment for all of us...regardless whether we criticise you or not..
also to chihao..for being e one guy who knows enuf to smile & laugh at issues with me..that e rest of e class know not of..

Thank you ntu frens, for sharing e interest with me in CS, & hoping to get to know u guys better..
Thank you felda, camellia, aveline, yuan hong & liting..for becoming my closest frens in CS..
Thank you xuelin & yuanhong..for sharing e common interest in TVB shows.. :p

Thank you, Lord, for my bballer frens..
Thank you cedar bballers, for letting me find passion for bball, where we endure trainings with no complains but with enthusiaism & might..loving every single bit of trainings..
Thank you mag, for being there when i needed it & understanding me always..i'll be here for you too..
Thank you j.lee, for all e times we study in sch together, & our aim to be last to leave sch..
Thank you zubaidah, for being my best partner..& e chemistry that we have on court..
Thank you usha, for always lending me a hand to lean on when we go out shopping..& being my crappy partner in class..
Thank you wenting, for letting me go ur hse often, & e fun we had at ur hse..& always maintaining this wonderful friendship despite everything that changes ard us..
Thank you yos, for being my cedar+vj bball mate & all e fun n happiness that you bring into my live..continue to shine for God ya?
Thank you xiang, for listening to me & nv finding me irritating..
Thank you ting, for understanding my situation, & encouraging admist ur own troubles..
Thank you ally, for sharing my faith, & guiding n fellowshipping with me..
Thank you mayling, for trying to listen, & make me think positively..
Thank you jialing, for entertaining me, & e times we had together on buses/mrts/playing bball at 108/gg jogging b4 wk/at ur hse..
Thank you hanyu, for bringing me into hall, & tolerating all e times i disappeared n not turn up for hall events..
Thank you lingling, for guiding me this blur pt guard, & bearing with e atrocious "entertainment food" with no complain..
Thank you violet, for being a gd captain, & showing me what passion for bball is really abt..
Thank you may, for all e lessons u gave, e chats we had at my hse or urs, & e jogs we went together..
Thank you amy, for encouraging me whenever i feel like giving up..i can still remember that scene clearly in my mind!!

Thank you, Lord, for all my teachers..
Thank you Ms Chan & Mrs Quek, for being my best teachers in CPS..
Thank you Mrs Allison Lim, for being more than a teacher..for being my fren & sister in Christ, & listen to my troubles & give me advices..& being there for me till today..
Thank you Ms Hor aka Mrs Tan, for sharing ur faith, for praying for me, & letting me know that you care..
Thank you Ms Chiam, Ms Tan & Mr Sim, for willingly(actually..maybe not..) be our main gossips in class..
Thank you Ms Ding & Mr Teo, for teaching e maths so patiently so that i can do well for 'A's...
Thank you Mr Young, for putting up with this GP rep, who cannot score well in GP for nuts..

Thank you Coach Ong, for teaching me all e basics of bball, & giving me lots of chances in matches in cedar..
Thank you Coach Tattoo, for teaching me more of bball, & willing to bear with all e mistakes that i made that had cost us championship..

Thank you, Lord, for everything..all that i mentioned, & all that i didn't..

P.S.: it's too long a list to continue...

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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Pastor was preaching today that we should thank God for all the blessings in our lives, regardless of whether we know of them anot..our blessings are so much in abundance that we tend to forget them..Thanksgiving should not be done only on thanksgiving day, but every single day..if you want miracles in ur life, simply ask & thank God for it..

In John 6, the bread & fishes did not multiply because Jesus touched them or whatsoever..the multiplication only happened bcos Jesus thank God for them! & what's even more amazing is that the food kept mutiplying "as much as they want"! God is just so great! As long as there is demand, God will provide, & provide in abundance!! Praise God!!!

You know, we're all taught naturally to have negative thoughts, so much so that when we look at things & surroundings, we tend to spot out the faults & bad things..but HEY! awake up!! why are we doing that? why is the world deciding what's beautiful, what's right or wrong for you? it's YOUR LIFE!!! e devil always points to things that we dun have to make us dissatisfied..but hey..Look at what you have & appreciate them..blessings are in much more abundance than curses, if there is even one in the first place..

Thank you Lord, for everyone & everything in my life. Thank you for giving them to me, & showing me all e love & grace that You've so freely given. Thank you for sending Jesus Christ to die for me, so that i am a new creation & all blessings are for me to receive & receive & receive!!
Thank you that Jesus came to remove my sins, not just to cover them like in the old testament. Thank you that Jesus, You came for me, to be my friend, my provider, my strength, my fortress, my refuge...my everything!!! Thank you Holy Spirit for guiding me, & giving me peace that ppl of the world do not know of. Thank you Jesus. Amen.

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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Friday, October 07, 2005

haven blog for a while..was being a hardworking girl..haha..

handed in 104 2nd assignment last friday..& guess wat? my grp got an "A-" for it..so now i have "B" & "A-"..which means average out to a "B+"..hope i'll do well for final exam..

played badminton on monday with biaojie, diana, sandra & kok leng again..haha..it was more of a laughing session than an exercising session..kok leng is so comical! his "darlie" smile just makes you feel happy..haha..

played street ball challenge bball 3 on 3 on tuesday, with lingling, hanyu & wenting(from mjc) as my teammates..very long nv touch ball..super rusty..we lost..but then nvm..cos we're like e "happiest" team there..cos we meant to play for e fun to enjoy playing bball..

had my 101 quiz yesterday..praying that i'll do well..haha..din really study much..but praise God for being lenient on me..though e 5 fill-in-the-blanks questions are screwed..i shld at least confirm 5 marks for e 10 marks essay question..hee..why? cos the 5 points were the options for one of the mcq questions!! haha..smart me! flipped back to e mcq qns to find..haha..

finally handed in my 102 report!! had my presentation last week..& amazingly KK said we made a good link..then today was to hand in the report..rushed it out this morning..hee..started at ard 9pm and do until 430am!! Thank God for all of you who tried & entertain me to keep me from falling asleep..in particular..val, hanyu, ally & lingling!! THANKS!! anyway..i even went to buy coffee at like 2am to make myself stay awake..but then like not very effective..think ally worked better to keep me awake..haha..

finally decorated sy's noticeboard for her..hee..all e comic strips..looks quite nice la..hopes she like it.. ;p

had my 111 meeting in my room..& think at least we made some progress..hope we can finish everything in this one week ahead!! pray for me, man!!

after they left..i swept & mopped our dirty floor!! haha..it seems clean..but actually..think we very long nv clean le..so now got a nice clean room to sleep in.. yeah!

was supposed to go for BS tonight..but after meeting ard 630..couldn't rush to suntec in time..so not gg..if tmr lec end early..i'll rush down..can't wait to hear more n more about God & his goodness!!

yawns..feeling sleepy le..but my hair not dry yet..shld do something useful..shall write my next issue of Entertainment Food... ;p

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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