beloved_jkmy

Saturday, July 30, 2005

e whole world is like in ntu..haha..

in CS, there's e cedar n vj ppl..

cedar:
elaine
geok shan
aisyah
valerie

vj:
aisyah & valerie again
felda
tiffany
serene

& many more whom i dunno

& thru felda..i met this girl called camellia..& guess wat? she's frm NCC too..yeah! now i hv a fren to go campus n cg with! God really plan for us to meet..we got to know that we're both from NCC yesterday during lec..just b4 e ntu retreat this evening which both of us were deciding whether to go cos we got no fren there..God is just so so good..He made it so that we can accompany each other to go..Praise God!

in o/r courses..

cedar: usha, sameema, mag, yati, j.lee, kai mei, lena, wenting, ain....
vj: shuyuan, jane, isa, sun xu, tingting, mayling, maggie....

realised that i actually know very few ppl..i can recognise faces..but no name comes to mind....feel like a contrary to wat peishan told me..that i got a big social circle..that's so not true.. :(

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

so tired..gg to sleep soon..gotta use internet again today cos mer air came back..can use her laptop..anyway jus sumitted my application to get laptop from ntu..but hafta wait quite long to get it..scheduled date to sign e form is on 16/8..which is so far away! so in e mean time..hadta use sch com...gg to get fujitsu S7020..hope it's good.. ;p but actually i dun care..as long as i can use internet, listen to songs, watch vcd/dvd, n can type all my assignments can le..haha..cos all e complicated functions i wont know how to use either..haha....i'm actually quite a computer idiot..

went to sleep at 2am yesterday morn..then hadta go to work at rock at 11..so tired..but it's ok..had fun getting involved in e "da feng cui"..haha..we re-labelled e shelves in e shop..so had to shift all e books..chinese, christian living, k.hagin, k.copeland, kenyon, smith wigglesworth, devotionals, prayers..e list jus goes on..haha..so many books to shift ard...
played this dvd in e shop today..forgot wat's e title..but it's showing this man who introduce e places in israel n wat they're like in e bible times..very interesting..was watching e 5th "episode"..cos it's a series one..maybe when i hv lots of $$ i'll buy..can watch n learn abt life then..I WANNA GO TO ISRAEL!! I WANNA WALK THE PLACES WHERE JESUS WALKED!!!

oh ya..mediacorp was filming e "you hua jiu shou" aka "shoot!" downstairs at e entertainment atrium..when i ended work..they were still filming..but was break time i think..so din get to see desmond koh n quan yifeng..oh well...

walk into lots of electronics shops..courts, harvey norman..want to find a cd player..e one i'm using now keeps scratching my cds..dun wanna damage my cds..so better spend $$ to get one..i still like cd player cos i hv lots of cds n sermon cds that i wanna listen to...haha...but i din manage to find a good one..maybe i'll go funan to see later before BS..in e end i went to bras basah's popular..wanted to find e text for my CS107 class but apparantly only NTU's popular hv most of e texts that are required of us...but still..i bought this book called "the elements of style"--hoping it'll help in my writing for CS, this max lucado book called "on the anvil"--to add to my collection, n i applied for e popular student card..haha..cos i think i'll be buying lots of book frm there.. ;p so spend now on membership to save more in future...yeah! oh ya..i found "my little pony" vcds there!! been looking for them..nice nice cartoons frm childhood..shall buy them when i hv more disposable income.......is that day gg to come?!

Abba Father, i know You've put e key to Your storehouse in my hands for me to take n take n take n take......but i am not opening e door as yet cos You know it's not time..You are planning for me to receive when i'm ready to handle e abundance that You are going to give me..i'll patiently wait....cos You are my Provider..You, who could feed 5000 with just 5 loaves + 2 fishes..surely You can provide for me...

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

finally sorta settled into ntu..got all my stuffs there le..clothes..books..everything is there! almost everything..i dun hv a pillow yet..haha....couldn't be bothered to bring from hm..then haven buy..haha..so hafta sleep w/o it 1st...

anyway today's e 2nd day of sch..so boring..haha..no tutorials this week..only lectures..then today's 1st lec was only intro..like wat we're gg to study & when r e assignments n stuff lidat..so sian..haha..then e stupid LT in north spine so hard to find...thank God i saw felda & co...if not will be super late..came back home after that cos tmr & thurs no sch! yeah! haha...but gg to work tmr..$$$$...haha...gonna spend alot on books n notes..n laptop...so must save!!!!

hmm..yesterday went to celebrate ally's bday finally..haha..n they bought her a pink top! she's gg to kill me for saying this..but still..get her to wear!! haha..went to kenny rogers for dinner...had quite a good time..except e fact that yos nv come..ting got sore throat so cannot talk..jialing fell down but still dun wanna see doc cos wanna go taiwan..& xiang only drop by for a while..but very long nv see her..so happy to see her..anyway..nice hair cut girl! i like..haha...

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

oh ya..today "harry potter & e half-blood prince" is out..i wanna read..anyone wanna buy for me? haha..anyway..anyone wanna contribute to my hostel fee fund? cos i hafta buy bedsheets..pillow..bolster..blah blah blah....all is welcome!!! ;p

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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went to collect my hostel room keys yesterday with shuyuan..then went up to our room..level 7!!! had to climb so high..but nvm..take it as exercise lor.. ;p anyway mag is gg to stay next door! yeah! happy neighbour-ing!!! haha..well..our room was not very dirty..but still had to clean..but we din do cleaning la..haha..cos gg out after that..hmm..dunno when i'll move in..i haven even pack..hee..duno wat to bring there also..shall ask hanyu when i see her.. ;p

haha..after that went to snow city with shuyuan & yanwei..so fun! haha..but actually it's a very small place..felt quite cheated cos it cost $12 for an hour but there's only this one big slide for ppl to slide down & that's all!!! then got one small place where's there's 2 snowman..but e snowman look fake! haha..inside is ice lor..then they cover with snow only..but anyway was still fun cos e 1st time we touch snow! & the slide was fun! we tried lots of different posture to go down e slide..haha...think we're e most "hardworking" customers..haha..climbed up e slope again & again & again!!! it was freezing too.. -4.7 degrees...when u talk will have "smoke" one..like those period drama.. haha..was feeling numb all over from e coldness when we exit..was quite wet from e snow though boots, jackets & gloves were wore...haha..all in all..quite fun..but this kind of place can only go once..or once in a very long time...after that..we walk to science centre (which is nearby) & saw lots of sch kids..haha..remember pri sch always go one..

i left 1st cos i gotta go for bible study..but it was pouring!!! Thank God for this auntie that was gg across e road from e science centre..so she sheltered me to e hdb side where i could walk to e mrt w/o getting wet..Praise God for FAVOUR!!! ;p

anyway..BS was wonderful!!! it's so great to learn from Pastor Prince again..he was away on holiday then when he came back..he hafta go on to this conference in norway...so it's very long since he preach...haha..nothing like his own home church man..he look so happy..& was just joking ard more than usual..& sang like he haven sing for a long time...Praise God for him!!! still remember back then when i 1st came to NCC (in 2000 i think)..i preferred pastor joshua then pastor prince..haha..cos back then dun understand PP's chim sermons..haha..Now..can't wait to hear PP's sermons & know more abt my wonderful Abba Father!!!!!!

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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Thursday, July 07, 2005

haha..since e chinese one cannot see..i got e "hanyu pinyin" but must be pronouce in cantonese...for those who dunno cantonese..e english translation is for you! ;p

Survivor's Law - Raymond Lam

Dong jer gam gok mei fat sang
Bat jee do nei gwong lam
Ngor dai koi wan hor gai juk san sum
Mo noi ngor dik sum
Bat ging yi jeuk liu dang
Wai dak bat do dik kap yan
Ling ngor bat dau chin yik bat yan
Dong ta sau fong joi nei san
Choi sheung do ngor si ho yau
Wing moot kuen lei hui seung gam
Mong gei sau guo seung hoi
Si ser jui ngoi ga dik ngoi
Ya wui ling ngor hang seung shun
Jer duen gam ching bei bat hoi
Mong gei yu hor yan noi
Dan kei doi yat yer ji gan sing guo loi
Ngor wor nei jau yu luen yan yit ngoi
Sheung sheung yat sai doi nei ho
Bat sui yiu yau chut lo
Na si ngo wai yat fai lok
Kei sat kei mong mei shuen go
Bat yung po been dit do
Fu chut dik do bat fu no
Bei ngoi dik dong yeen mei jee do
Ho jik see ngo mei gau ho
Lin huk yat sing do bat pui
Nei been tai si ngor jam jo

Before this feeling has happened
I didn't know you would come
I could just carry on relaxing and letting go
But uncontrollably in my heart
A light has been lit
For the attraction that I cannot have
I keep fighting but I can't bear it
When his hand touches your body
I realise that I am just a friend
I will never have a right to feel hurt
Forget that love once injured
And offer even the most fake love
This will make me believe
That this feeling cannot be evaded
Forget how to bear it
But wait for the night to pass and awaken
You and I are like lovers in love
I want, I want to treat you well all your life
I don't need an exit
That is my only happiness
My expectations aren't so high
If we don't hug, I will fall
What I give out I will not worry about
The loved one doesn't know of course
Good, even if I am not good enough
Not even worthy of crying
But you will tell me what to do

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

You are Psalms.

Which book of the Bible are you?
brought to you by

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beLoVeD jkMy out
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been watching this cantonese drama "Survivor's Law" for e past few days...a really nice show...with a very touching theme song too..called "wang4 ji4 shang1 hai4" by this actor called Lam Feng...

Tried to put the lyrics up but cannot see.. :(

忘记伤害

主唱；林峰

当　这感觉未发生　不知道你光临
我大概还可继续散心
无奈我的心　不经意着了灯
为得不到的吸引　令我不纠缠亦不忍
当　他手放在你身
才想到我是好友永没权利去伤感

忘记受过伤害　施舍最假的爱
也会令我肯相信这段感情避不开
忘记如何忍耐
但期待一夜之间醒过来
我和你便已如恋人热爱

想　想一世待你好　不需要有出路
那是我唯一快乐
其实期望未算高　不拥抱便跌到
付出的都不苦恼　被爱的当然未知道
好　即使我未够好
连哭一声都不配你便提示我怎做

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