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# jOaNnA
# 24+ yrs old
# GoD's beLoVeD
# 22021986
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
so fun!! but very very tiring!!!
after e lectures this morn..went to get my laptop--Fijitsu S7020--which i'm using now..hee..love it man! haha...then went for meeting..then went with mag to orchard to celebrate her bday with e cedar ppl....ate at wheelock nydc again....well..hope she enjoyed e "lunch" at ard 4pm...after that they went to swensens i think while i made my way back to ntu to film e anni celebration...
anyway..came back n started filming with yuanhong outside nanyang audi..managed to film Rui En singing..you know..her voice is really not bad lei..she sang live..n it was good! now like her songs..haha...
then was chase away by e sercurity ppl cos PM Lee was arriving..so stupid la..we're on 2nd level where it was quite far away from e stage..but still chase us away...hai wo must find somewhere else to film...somemore i'm not tall...had to compete with others on e ground level to catch good shots... :(
but anyway..after that say PM Lee..but he was very far from me!! cannot see properly...then after cutting e cake for ntu..he left...
then.....i filmed F.I.R!!!
Faye was power man! duno why some ppl tell me in e past that she was not gd at live performances...i think she's really good...e 3 of them were really dynamic in their music! really like their songs...think i'll go get e 2nd album too!!! anyway shall figure out how to upload e video onto my com...now it's on e DV cassette tape....anyone knows?hanyu?? hee...tell me k?
anyway..they sang like 6 songs...n i was filming for like 4hrs?! so tiring!! my feet hurts!! had a hard time walking back to hall man!! but think it's really fun..
currently..falling in love with "tv broadcast" cos i really enjoyed filming..thou i'm not taking that module this sem..i love it! ;p shalll enjoy it next sem man!! haha..but then..i haven experience "radio/sound broadcast"..so maybe i'll change my mind after that...hahaha.....
beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |4:11 PM|
girls who went..
me, jiayan, huang ai jia, loo ai jia, ee min, corinne, li jia, wen si, syazana, kee hui, fanny, po yi, peggy..
guys who went..
ian, ivan, andrew, yi ming, kelvin, wei xiang..
so long nv catch up with them..but every one like nv change..haha..still as crazy as ever...hope to see them all again... :)
beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |4:17 AM|
sy just broke up with jk..so i became e middleman..
hadta comfort sy..yet trying to help jk..
STUCK!!!
someone give me advice?
i ran out of ideas, excuses, n "logical advices" to give her..to make her feel better..to let her know that her decision is not wrong..to make myself feel that i'm not useless?!
better not write so much..hadta go read stuff...din read all these cos of
1) work at RGBC
2) CS111 presentation slides
3) neng's bday
4) bball IVP training
5) sy n jk
6) my own laziness....
it's lillian's bday today!! wat to get her??
beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |3:40 PM|
on sat..work from 11 to 9pm..(but i went campus cos lillian let me!!!)..then do my CS111 presentation slides till 3++ am!!!
on sun..woke up at 7am (barely 4hrs of sleep..) to go wk again...so afraid that i'll key in wrong amt of $$...Praise God nothing went wrong..then went church n then celebrate neng's birthday...went to cafe cartel to eat..then watch "the maid"..not as scary as i expected.. :(
then too late..so went hm instead of hall..
today..woke up at 6++ to come sch..boon lay interchange was really really really pack!!! haha..saw hanyu there filming for her wk..managed to get to lec in time...then all e way to 430 was in SCI....
tutorial today was bad..got CS111 presentation n prof alfred choi was there..felt so stress...contradicte dour own topic..haha..
"Less stressful life vs retaining the drive"
anyway we presented..but not much time left cos e earlier class ended late..so alfred choi made us cut short..haha..funny term he used--"they over prepared"..so not true man..haha...anyway he later on said lots of stuff abt our presentation..like we din answer e question...felt so demoralised..but then..he's a prof..we're just undergrads..what a VAST difference la!!! ;p
yawns..wanna slp le...
wk is piling...
& piling...
& piling...
:(
beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |2:58 PM|
know why i'm so happy? cos i'm quite a computer idiot...only know how to use internet n those basic stuff...so can solve this problem is a BIG accomplishment...hahha...
i can't wait to get my own laptop..haha..now using sy's one but cannot save my own things...sad.
beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |5:30 AM|
yeah..shuyuan(my roomie) finally got her laptop..haha..so i can use also.. :p
but then hor..
we couldn't sign into MSN...anyone who knows how to fix call me k?
can use internet..but cannot sign into msn..keep hving this 80072efd thing coming up..dun even know what it is la..cannot chat online.. :(
beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |4:54 AM|
anyway..God just did something amazing again!!! He showed me that He really is the all knowing God..that i can hide nothing from him..but it doesn't matter that i tried to hide that..He still love me n want to give me all that will make me happy...
on thurs there was actually bball trial at 630pm..initially i planned to skip BS to go for trial with mag, j.lee,usha n connie cos i wanna play bball again..but at that point of time..i dun hv this peace inside me..then as i was talking to mag abt whether i shld go BS or bball, she told me:"if you dun go for trial, you'll regret it." i was really tempted to forego BS but then i just keep feeling that i shouldn't..i know that God dun love me just bcos i go BS..but i felt that: "hey! why am i giving up e chance to know God more for bball which i can still play for hall n leisure..hmm...but will i really regret it?cos bball have became part of my life too.." :(
being the usual indecisive us..we stayed back in sch till like 5pm before mag decided for me, j.lee n herself that we're not gg..haha..when i heard mag said that..a flow of peace actually came onto me..i dun how to describe but i actually felt glad...so happily i went to bathe then headed to suntec with j.lee who's gg to her church too....
then during service..mag msged me to tell me tat e bball trial is being postpone to this coming tues..PRAISE GOD! Knowing that i had chose Him(the true LOVE) above e love i have in this earth(bball), He actually made it so tat i dun hv to give up bball too..i went to know Him more..N He "rewarded" me for that...He let me make my choice n I CHOSE HIM!!!
it'S nOt
ChRiSt, tHe hOpE oF gLoRy
bUT
ChRiSt iN mE, tHe hOpe oF gLoRy
beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |4:20 PM|
everyone's on a holiday..so happy..yet i chose to work today..
why? i need to earn $$$..especially public hols...double pay..
but....................................................
it's lonely & cold to work alone.
no one to talk to.
no customer for me to entertain.
no NDP to watch.
no patriotic songs to sing along to.
yet.....................................................
blasts of planes flying over was heard.
NDP is just minutes away.
family is happily gathering at MY house.
no one even msg/call me.
:(
so near..yet..so far..
from as far back as i can recall..
i dun remember missing any NDP on tv.
i dun remember not being at home to watch with family.
i dun remember being this lonely.
National Day is just like CNY eve for me.
Family reunion.
with planes, parachutes n fireworks.
2005=uni started
independent=so lonely
Lord, can i don't grow up?!
beLoVeD jkMy out
@ |10:30 AM|