i can only say that God is awesome..

being in my 1st HM camp was truly a life-changing experience..

God's presence was just so close i can feel His breathe..



i went to camp blessed, but empty..i honestly din feel excited in e deepest of me..

in my mouth, i can say all that is spiritually correct to you..

but deep inside..i was down..i wont say that i was broken..but was just down..

like i was in the lowliest of the lowliest..hahah...

i was so lacking in energy..i was amazed i can still talk to ppl..



that 1st night, God sees that i need to be restored..

i think if He didn't restore me the 1st night, i would hv not enjoyed camp as much cos i'll be so dead..

but God is God.

the energy that i tried all means n ways to regain in e past 1 month prior to HM6..

He restored it in one night..



the next day..u can say that jo is mad..hahah...

i was just cheering n being so hyper by myself..

hahah..and just "自high"-ing with my beloved ms koh..

but that was supernatural energy flowing out of me..

it just dun seem to run out..and i knew that it wasn't me..



throughout the camp..the 4 sessions of ministering..

God really answers what u asked..i came to camp with no expectations..

not bcos i doubted..but i din know what to ask for..

but after i was restored..i knew what i ask..God will answer..

i shared with a few and my cg what my expectations were and the answers that God gave me..

i thank God for the leaders who prayed and spoke into my life..

i may not know what they mean currently..

but i know Daddy God will give me the abilities to understand them later on..



all in all..i knew that lives have been changed. i knew mine did.

of those who shared with me..thank you for sharing..

of those who heard me share..thank you for listening..

it's cos of these sharings that i am even more amazed by Daddy's mighty hand..



P.S. Right thinking brings about right feelings.

*** i'll remember that. :) ***